If only you know...

Missing you is already something that I have to endure, I understand that you be going through the same thing, if not much worst.

To have you falling sick will really be too much for me, the least that I expect from you is for you to take care of yourself, knowing that this is quite impossible as you tend to put other people's priorities higher than yours. Take a step into my shoe and what will you do?

Instructing you to do things is exactly what I did, but fall upon deaf ears. I really don't like to restrict your movement in whichever or whatever way, I don't even feel good asking you to do things. You definitely have your own reason for not listening to me, do I know? I can only speculate.

Telling you that I am angry and you take me for a clown. All hell really break loose! I can hear my own heart shattering, showing concerns for someone only bring this to yourself. What should I do next?

You tell me...