I am not gong!

i not gong lah.. i just forgot that Princess Sophia has a goldfish memory.. pooot.. i worte it down in the letter too.. just that mr postman have not deliver to Princess Sophia yet..

*anyway will be afk for ahile..

So near yet so far..

A BIG sigh to start with!! History has been made, fear has been materialize, results has been finalize!

It will be another additional month before King Arthur returns to the palace to be with his princess, so that means, lonely birthday'S' (2 birthdays!), lonely Christmas, lonely New Year! I thought I am getting the hang out of this "long distance relationship" thing until this happen. I wouldn't say I am disappointed but I am very sad and worried.

If King Arthur need to spend another month there, it will mean that she will REALLY be alone. No one and no soul will be left there, she will be ALONE! I want to go over but I am lack of something simple and essential, MONEY!

I need at least $1200 to fly over and to survive, any nice kind soul willing to sponsor? Please? I really miss her a lot..



note to self: if this is hard on me, then it must be harder on her!

Just plain gong!

Ask me to help you check for results, shouldn't you give me the username and password? I think King Arthur should start learning to be responsible?

I will...

... hold your hand...

I feel like giving up...

It has been a difficult journey, I need to find my strength, I need to find my soul. There's still such a long way to go...

edit: again..

Goodbye Mr V.

today marks the end of the existence of handsome mr. v .. =(

*please give me a 7.. *hopeless gambler*

You are so vulnerable.....

......when you sleep. I so wanna protect you and shield you from any night crawlers.

I think I just got myself addicted to watching you sleep, however, there some weird noise coming out from you. I can't explain it. ;p

Good luck needs no explanation.

11 hours before the king's exam with butterflies fluttering and stomach churning. There's pretty much nothing I can do except to wish the king "Good Luck!".

Red Alert I

0 days till my first paper.
28 days till your birthday.
39 days till i see you again.
135 days till a year.

i can feel my stomach tying knots. it probably have a billion butterflies inside. feeling nausea and hands turning cold. cant seems stop biting my nails. finding it harder and harder to breath as each minute past...

pukes..

Life.

It takes a thought to make a word
And it takes some words to make an action
And it takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction

And it takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
And it takes some fears to make you trust
It takes those tears to make it rust
It takes the dust to have it polished

Life is wonderful. Life is meaningful. Life goes full circle.

Princess Sophia tells a story..

Princess Sophia told me a story before he went out earlier for a barbeque at a friend's place. Anyway this is what he says...

... then i give you a .. then i give you a .. then i give you .. then i you.. then you .. then i .. then i your butt.. then you cannot properly.. then you your mama.. your mama says you have to make a .. then i give you .. then the come out.. then i my hands.. then you put on your to me.. then i .. then you give me the look.. then you ask me to .. then you at me.. then you .. then you .. then you ..

Lovely story isnt it? =)

ps. sorry for publishing this story of yours.. really bored at home.. have been mugging for the past 3 hours.. have to find some entertainment to keep myself sane..

You're mine..

Loso's Tomorrow.

พรุ่งน - proong nee

พรุ่งนี้...ฉันต้องลาก่อน
tomorrow... i have to say goodbye
พรุ่งนี้...ฉันต้องจากเธอไป
tomorrow... i have to leave you
ไม่รู้...จะอีกนานซักเท่าไร
i don't know... how much longer it will be
ยอดดวงใจ จะกลับมาเจอ
till we'll meet again
ห่วงเธอ...ที่คงคิดไม่ต่าง
i worry for you... you probably think the same
ห่วงเธอ...ตอนที่ฉันไม่อยู่
i worry about you... when i'm not there with you
ฝากฟ้า...เดือนและดาวช่วยดู ให้เธอรู้ ว่าฉันจะคิดถึง
let the sky...the moon and the stars look after you
ให้เธอรู้ ว่าฉันจะคิดถึง
let you know... that i'll miss you

เพราะฉันเป็นของเธอ เพราะเธอเป็นของฉัน
because i'm your man, because you're my girl
เพราะเราเป็นของกัน
because we belong to one another
ไม่มีวันจะเปลี่ยนไป
and that will never change
สัญญาเป็นสัญญา ว่าจะมาพบกันไหม่
a promise is a promise, that we'll meet again
จากเพียงตัวฝากหัวใจ
i am physically away but i left my heart with you
ฝากไว้ให้เธอ ช่วยดูแล
please look after it

ขอบคุณ...กับความรักที่มี
thank you... for giving me your love
ขอบคุณ... กับหัวใจที่มอบให้
thank you... for giving me your heart
จากกัน...เพื่อจะมาพบกันใหม่
leaving...so we can meet again
ห่างเพียงกาย แต่ใจเราผูกพัน
we are physically apart but our hearts are bound together

เพราะฉันเป็นของเธอ เพราะเธอเป็นของฉัน
เพราะเราเป็นของกัน ไม่มีวันจะเปลี่ยนไป
สัญญาเป็นสัญญา ว่าจะมาพบกันไหม่
จากเพียงตัวฝากหัวใจ ฝากไว้ให้เธอ ช่วยดูแล

หากวันใด เธอนั้นสับสน
if one day, you find yourself confused
ให้เธอมองดาวบนฟ้า
just look up at the stars in the sky
ก็จะเห็น ฉันส่งยิ้มมา ให้เธอ ได้สุขใจ
and you'll see, i'm smiling for you to be happy

just a song to share with Princess before i go to bed.. nitey nitez.. =*